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Past years not wasted

I haven’t really accomplished many things during the past 5 years or so! That’s what I would say if looked from the perspectives that I hold during those years. But now I am realizing I did accomplish many things besides hard objective things; my way of thinking has matured to an extent where I am able to stop myself from reaching the angry boiling point. I seem to understand other people more and can give reasoning why so and so is this and that. I couldn’t do that before. I only wish I would have listened bit more rationally to the advices my parents used to give me. That’s the only regret of my life. I hope I can be a good son forever and able to serve them.

Give away $540 and get $1200 bonus in paycheck

I ended up lending away $540 to someone and as usual I didn’t expected to get it back in complete. But this time I didn’t get a single dollar back, atleast not yet. However, I am happy to claim the $1200 bonus I recieved with the paycheck.

Involuntary inner self manifestations

I wanted to write about this for the last few days or so, but because of time constraint I haven’t been able to. So this is Coming Up – b4 I forget.

- ok so here I go. I think our inner self is the real us. We can fake to look good outside, but it is pretty much impossible to fake our inner feelings such as stress and happiness. Technology has reached to a point where it can sense how our inner body (mental and physical) physiological process. Polygraph is a good example.

But anyways, I think there are two situations during which we end up showing our inner self even when we don’t want to. Those two are – happiness and unhappiness. When we are happy, we can’t resist what we are going through in our mind and reveal our inner feelings consequently. Similarly, when we are unhappy with something, we end up showing our stress and sadness – no matter how hard we try to keep it inside.